The roller coaster and the hand basket
Sometimes you just know something is a bad idea and you do it anyway. Other times you do not know what to expect. Lastly, just because you feel or even know it isn't a good idea, can you really say you know it will go south? Just because it does go south, what is to say it won't turn around and become a blessing? I don't. For now, we will plan to try and recover what strength we can and move forward with what we do know. We have found homes that will work and some that seem perfect. Truthfully, I am tired, and I want to have peace about what I do. This past week I felt I had lost a friend because there had been no contact. I did not realize the lack of contact was a connectivity issue. It made me realize two things. The first was that if my friend had passed on out of this life, I would dearly miss that friend and also how much I enjoy our virtual visits comparing notes on life, spouses, grandkids and generally catching up. The second thing is the dependence that we have