hurry up and wait...
It seemed like forever to get to this day. Yet here I am sitting at USAFA waiting for my turn with the surgeon but I guess I'm ready. On the drive here I thought for a moment I would cancel... I mean really does it hurt that bad😳. Sometimes yes and sometimes no. It is not until I try to do something out of reflex that I can get startled by the intense stab of pain that reminds me to think about what I do before I do it. Now that I'm sitting here awaiting my turn, I guess I'll go through with it. I got up to use the bathroom and that was the time they decided to call my name. DH is asleep next to me straight up in a regular chair without flinching I don't know how he does it! They promise they'll let me go potty in the back room so I followed the nice nurse. Little did I know this was that they were going to get started very quickly they did not even give DH time to come back and see me. I went to the bathroom believe me the robe I told the joke about Dr Seymour Bu...