April Fool's Day came and left
The first of April came without any fanfare or pranks. The school sent notice to please refrain from pranks. The Pediatrician called as scheduled and he had no pranks. I played no pranks. It was a dull day. I needed a dull day. I even went to bed early with no regrets. I awoke refreshed and ready to tackle SIL's old bedroom. Today is the day the carpets get done in there and I move the almost 12-year-old out of the "formal' living room.
I have struggled with the assisted living arrangement since day 1. I have carried guilt for that and for evicting the niece from SIL's home. I am done beating myself up and ready to move on. My biggest regret is that her friends are all very far away and visits will be seldom enjoyed. There is only so much I can do with her here or there or anywhere. So, I must do the best I can for everyone including her. Once the home is sold and things are settled then I will readdress the living arrangements.
On with the plans of the day. We enjoyed fresh butter on our waffles and pancakes this morning. As I cleared the island of "junk" I thought of all the time wasted on worry every day. It is way too much! Now to get the stuff out of that room and get the carpet cleaned. That will allow for the kiddo to be moved hopefully later tonight if not, then tomorrow.
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