Passkeys and other annoying tech...
Today is technically day 3 of the "storm". It started Friday and continued into Saturday and early this morning it was still snowing. The sun peeked out for a minute this afternoon and I should have made a second trip to check on the ducks at that time. I took a little nap instead. When I decided to go out not only had the sun disappeared behind some gloomy clouds, but the cows also decided to migrate to my end of the pasture. To carry a can of grain into a bunch of cows is not what I think of as a good idea.
I am trying to settle in and bake my way into contentment. I do have moments where I relax a bit and think it will all work out... then I start missing my other house big time. It all goes back to "roots". I have no roots here. Even in the old house the roots were a bit "borrowed". Yes, that house that is there now is mine, never was it anyone else's. The house before it? Kinda, but it was still more mine than my predecessor. She had only been there for a short time before leaving of her own accord. And she had never lived in the house as I knew it. Just in the former mobile home half that really no longer existed save for a window here or partial wall there. Really it is too long of a story to tell, but it does represent the roots of what is my family.
Even the little house on Leoti Street represents roots to this crazy family. We were the second owners and the short time we spent there has memories for us that are significant. I just miss the connection to family that those places represent. This home may create some of that in time, but for now, the roots are having a hard time digging in and feeling secure. This month baking the first batch of this or that, making yogurt for the first time, none of it seems connected yet. I say that as my first batch of yogurt is in the instant pot with 4 hours left to be done.
The title of this post does not match what I have written so far. I wish I could explain all the frustration that passkeys, passwords and stupid technology problems have arisen this weekend. Wait, just the craziness of today is enough to make me hate cybersecurity!!! So, with that I will just say there is much more to add to this post title... maybe tomorrow!
I guess I will close this for now and get some rest. Maybe the cold of the early morning will feel like Colorado or maybe I will just wake up content.










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